Thursday, February 17, 2011

I want the world to know

That this morning, I got up BEFORE 7 am. Technically it was 6:59 when I looked at my clock. I am dressed and ready for my 8am class. I have even eaten breakfast! All my stuff is together. I even have on a little bit of make up!

It should still count. I've just decided that there's really no point in going to this 8 o'clock economics class and I would just surf the internet and update my blog anyways in there so I've decided to stay home, sit near the window, enjoy this hot mango tea, and enjoy this time with out the sweaty, long, uphill hike to brooks hall.

But I wanted to share...that I had good intentions and almost made it.

In fact, I could still change my mind and bolt out the door.

Highly highly unlikely. But it could happen!

Sunday, February 13, 2011

marketing

Studying has been moved upstairs to my bed and under the covers.... productivity levels are about to rapidly decline.

every morning

williamsburg, virginia



Now, don't get me wrong....I love the beach as much as the next girl but when I stumbled across this picture today I couldn't help but think of how exciting and cool a spring break trip to Williamsburg, Jamestown, and Yorktown would be.


I think it's part uncanny love for taking tours and pleasure reading Rick Steves before bed. I swear it makes my dreams more interesting and intriguing.

I visited here with my 8th grade enrichment class. We were required to write aproximately 8,657 pages about American history and the significance of the places we were going prior to leaving. Just kidding about that actual number. It was more like 10...but to an 8th grade that's much closer to feeling ridiculous than 10 papers would now.
I made a scrapbook after the trip. I still have it. You'll laugh because I look the exact same as I did in eight grade.

all over now

Thursday, February 10, 2011

cowboy take me away

A little list of songs I collected on a sticky note. I liked these. 



Let me Down Easy- Billy Currington 
you send me- aretha franklin
cowboy take me away- dixie chicks
Adele- Make you feel my love
Amos Lee- Arms of a Woman
You are the Best Thing- Ray Lamontange
Dreamin' Amos Lee
Gone- Jack Johnson
Let him Fly - Patty Griffin
Fireflies- Mofro 
World of Trouble- Norah JOnes 
Baby I want You= Amos Lee
Healing Hands Citizen Cope 
Closer to Love- Mat Kearney
Fast Car- Tracey Chapman
Shelter- Ray
Two- Ryan Adams 
thought i knew you- martin sexton
No regrets- forest sun
Lover be strong gavin degraw
A fool for you- otis redding 
Within You Ray LaMontagne
Hey, Soul Sister- Train
Free Me- Otis Redding 
Sho Baraka- Liars Anthem 
Take Me As I Am- Lecrae 
Woman Go- Joe Purdy 
Dreamin' - Amos Lee 
You Could be Happy- Snow Patrol 
Narrow Escape- Ray 
Twilight Serenade- Jason Myles 
Better Man- James Morris 
Black River- Amos Lee 
All we are- Matth Nathanson
babylon- David Gray 
Ole Man Trouble 
meteor City- Joe Purdy
I want you back- Colbie Caillat 
These arms of mine- james carr 
Can't get it right today- Joe Purdy 
Marianne- Matt Wertz
Over You- Matt Wertz
You are Everything- Matthew West 
Magic- Colbie Calliat 
Sleep Tonight- Stars 
Grace Potter
The House of God forever- Jon Foreman 
A little more you- Little Big Town
That for you- Matt Wertz
Where we gonna go from here- mat kearney 
Carry Me Through- Dave Barnes 
Bare- Matt Nathanson 

Monday, February 7, 2011

#fail

No. Today was not the day. Better luck on Wednesday morning.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Could tomorrow be the day?

Seriously.

Could tomorrow be the day that I finally wake up and commit to "living the life I've always imagined"?

Could it?!!?

My alarm is set. 8am. That's not even early! But to go running out in that cold weather....

But I must! I have to study every day all day until Thursday at 9pm. Then I'm done. Kidding. I have another exam on Monday....but I'll out of town all weekend so I must do that now as well.

I might need to have my facebook password changed.

Tomorrow HAS to be the day.
Never love anyone who treats you like you're ordinary.
-Oscar Wilde

Friday, February 4, 2011

too cute for words

I'm just going to vent and whine for a few seconds.
I want a puppy. So badly.

This was all stirred up this past Tuesday night. See, I saw on facebook a while ago pictures of a baby golden retriever posted by Mrs. Leslie's daughter.  I was so in love with this little guy that I made him my background on my computer. I thought he belonged to Laura.....but he's actually Mrs. Leslie's....and while I absolutely adore her bible study and listening and learning from her...Tuesday nights are long nights for me and it's so easy to miss it.....so I take it as a complete blessing from the Lord...because I cannot stay from puppies.

I'm already counting down the days until I can pick up this little bundle of joy. I was even touched when he chomped down my scarf and attempted to run.

Anyone with a puppy or kitten- I would love to keep them while you're out of town.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

morning person?

I wish wish wish wish wish that I could be a morning person. I'm in love with the idea of being a morning person. I've tried scheduling 8am classes every day of the week....but that just makes me miserable and I miss out on the whole reason I want to be a morning person.

I've had a few mornings where I WAS a morning person. They are rare but so coveted.

When I wake up naturally it's one of the most wonderful feelings in the world. I seriously cannot explain how much I love it. It just makes me smile because I know that I can take my time and just drift in and out consciousness. I'm half awake and half still dreaming. Imagine getting to experience your dreams vividly. I'm able to sort of watch them like one would watch a movie but it's so interesting because the awake part of my brain is seeing myself from an outsider's point of view and the part of the me that's still dreaming is experiencing it. 

Next, there's the slowly getting out of bed. The putting of the slippers on. The morning smoothie or coffee.

The reading. That's my favorite. Where it's quiet time with Jesus or the next chapter of book. I love it. My mind is still experiencing that dream-like haze where my imagination is in overdrive. Books are just better in the morning. 

and I must confess. I dream about how special mornings will be one day. Mornings are when my dreams are bigger and my hopes are higher. They have some sort of whimsical quality. 

A silly criteria...but my future husband absolutely have to be a morning person. and somehow that will also make me into a morning person. You know, the type that just wakes up with a mentality that's ready to seize the day and take on the world. and somehow he'll have to make that rub off on me.  and one day! I will have these mornings that I dream of....even if only on Saturdays. 

Goodness gracious. I wish I was the type that woke up and literally couldn't wait to throw my running shoes on. I'm convinced having a dog to go running with would also aid in the conversion. 

But no, my subconsciousness will do ANYTHING to talk my responsibly half into staying in bed and skipping whatever morning commitments I have. Absolutely cannot stand this part of my brain. I might name it.

It needs a name. Here are it's characteristics.
 Selfish. Sleepy. Grouchy. Irritable. Conniving. Manipulative. 

Frankly, me and the rest of me are sick and tired of this one ridiculous portion of my mind that is so ridiculously controlling at 7:30 in the morning. 

hollywood

Tonight we had a "hollywood" themed club.  Needless to say, it looked nothing like the cover above.

But isn't it gorgeous?

Wouldn't these be cute?

Someone stole it.

Someone stole it. My clicker, that is. I've come to this conclusion after searching through almost everything I own and discovering....

I own

4 TI 30 Calculators
2 TI Graphing Calculators
5 Pairs of Lab Goggles
2 Cell Phone Chargers for my old Verizon phone
2 Canon Battery Chargers
1 Remote that does not go to my TV or anything else in the house
2 Chemistry Outline Books


So, this leads me to the only logical conclusion...If I somehow have, seemingly a lot, of other people's vital possessions.....someone out there must have accidently picked up my clicker.