When I like a song I listen to it over and over and over again. 
Sometimes for weeks. I just keep listening. I wait until I feel that I know it inside and out.
I know the next lines. The ones you cannot get enough of always have the most riveting lines in between the lines.  


I made two mixes to give away about a month or so ago but ended up keeping them. I cannot get enough of either one of them. They are songs of change and transition. Transformation. I would have never made that collection for myself. I just wouldn't have but now my favorite. They are mine now. Sometimes I just keep driving around and circle back around just to get a few more minutes in the car. 


My heart has been so volatile today. It's like I'm looking at my life and myself through the eyes of someone else. It's an eerie feeling to watch and feel yourself move on and away from parts of yourself. Your former self.  Perhaps I just always have far too much free time on my hands that enables me to sit around and think about such things. 


The third week of my senior year of undergrad is over. It's been incredible. Filled with joy and just a certain calmness matched with a certain sense of nostalgia.


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